tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23808513646251129272024-03-05T12:26:24.524-08:00I May Not Be Queen ElizabethOne Girl's Journey Through Cancer and ChemoMichelle/ Michelle's Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404711495990182618noreply@blogger.comBlogger38125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-30665866322627938142012-01-18T22:15:00.000-08:002012-01-18T22:15:51.023-08:00from MY point of view..<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">ok so this is a little random but things have been weighing heavy on my mind lately.. the farther i get from being sick the more i start to forget..which seems like it should be a positive but I have never been so grateful and optimistic as i was when i was sick.and told myself i would NEVER be superficial and have a bad day over petty things.. yet i catch myself more and more being negative over silly things.. so i decided i want to write my "cancer story" from my point of view mostly so i never EVER forget.. not to mention some of it is humorous..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">So anyone who knows me knows i DEPISE the doctor.. The only thing i had ever been to the ER for in my life was in the 2nd grade for stitches. It was bad experience to say the least.. so I was COMPLETLEY needle phobic.. yes i did pass out when i got my ears pierced at age 13.. ha! So when i was having back pain i played it down all the time hoping it was a mind over matter type of deal.. so i would go to work pop my tylenol and go on with the day but each day the pain got worse and worse.. So one night I was with my friends Chris and Robert watching a movie and it was UNBEARABLE!! Usually when i was laying flat the pain would subside but it was not letting up! I had already gone to the minute clinic at CVS (you bet i did my research before had and made sure they couldnt take blood or give shots) and the nurse there told me everything looks good.. Chris insisted on taking me straight to the ER but instead i had them drive me home and told them i was going to wake up my parents and have them take me..(um ya right are you kidding? now i will have to get bloodwork AND an IV!!!) so i went up to bed took some tylenol and literally laid and bed and cried.. My sister overheard and went to wake up my mom.. my dad practically had to carry me to the car.. (at the point i dont really care what is wrong i just dont want an IV!!) (if only i knew the best was yet to come!(; haha) so we get to the ER I remember constantly asking my mom if she thought they would do blood tests? (i had to be wheelchaired in and all i can still think about are those darn needles!!) finally they get me in and hook me up to an IV.. ok finally i am in so much pain i literally couldnt even care.. instantly my pain was G O N E! They told me they were going to do blood work at ultra sounds and whatever else.. so anyway they came to the conclusion it was a cyst.. ok great we can just take a pill for that or something right?? WRRRONNNGGG. I was scheduled for surgery the following morning.. I was absolutely freaked. I didnt even want to know what the doctor was doing.. turns out they have to tell you. so they were going in endscopically(sp?) to remove the cyst.. just 3 TINY incisions on my tummy but i would be put under.. I was so freaked i still remember waiting in the pre op room and i couldnt even talk.. next thing i know i am waking up.. HALLELUJIAH i survived.. I open my eyes and my parents are crying uncontrollably.. when i asked what wrong?!? my amazing dad was able to let me know i had cancer.. i dont remember what happened after that honestly.. maybe i was in shock? my mind was protecting me?? next thing I know i am back in pre op in North Scottsdale with my family my uncle and my grandparents and my pre op nurse.. finally the doctor came in to tell me he was going to just cut down the middle of my stomach there was no other way . So i once again was wheeled back but this time to get an epideral..a WHAT?! HECK NO! thats what you get when you have babies and i already decided i wont have babies cause no way would i ever get an epideral!! they promised me i wouldnt feel it(dont they always) I begged the nurse to just wait til i was out to give it to me and she said that wasnt an option.. um ok ok i didnt feel a thing and thats the last thing i remember.. I still remember being in my bed with jessica and her parents were there visiting and the dr came to see me.. I asked if the chemo would make me lose my hair.. he said yes. I cried uncontrollably! (DOES HE KNOW IVE BEEN GROWING THIS OUT SINCE I WAS LIKE 15!!) and from that day on i would never even look at dr.janicek... Then there was Pam..I honestly would have not survived without her. Pam was made me to be a nurse. She is just perfect. She knows how to make you laugh and could always get me up to make a loop around the 2nd floor which was my LEAST favorite thing to do.She tried on wigs that were sent to me to try on and she put them on and we walked around the 2nd floor.Anytime i was admitted i always BEGGED for my pam! so by this time i am over my needle phobia. I get my blood drawn every morning. I have the most awful food served to me and I refuse to turn on the TV.. yes people I was probably in the hospital for over a month total and that tv was not turned on ONCE.. note to Scottsdale healthcare.. please put the speakers on the actual tv no the remote or my bed.. its too loud.. (: So I get to go home and have to go to Dr.Janiceks Office to learn about my chemo (all i can think at this point is i already know i lose my hair so thats all i needed to hear) so we went.. i remember being in pain the entire time.. but I got to talk to Nicole a cancer survivor.. she looked so healthy and so happy. I felt like i had hope.. So that was right before christmas ish? i think?? ok so I dont remember anything from christmas i dont remember going back to the hospital..I do remember waking up in ICU.. I had a breathing tube and could not talk.. I wanted to see my parents (they were told to go home the night before because they stayed with me EVERY night)well they werent there yet and i panicked I thought they were holding me somewhere sketchy.It was like a nightmare! So then i wake up later in what i think is a disney princess room? hahaha seriously drugs are crazy. then i remember waking up in my normal room.. and seeing my colostomy and asking my nurse what that was? As she explained it to me i wanted to give up. are you kidding me?! there is no way i can do this!! So then i vaguely remember having random visitors and i remember craving mashed potatoes from Outback Steakhouse? haha i dont know.. but i got them. probably took a bite..thats all i cleary remember from shea.. i know there is TONS more and i had some amazing nurses that took awesome care of me.. ok then jump to my birthday.. thats the next thing i remember bits and pieces of.. I had chemo all day (which i dont remember) and Dr.Janiceks team got me a cake and balloons.. jessica came over the pickrons came to see me and brought me balloons. I always hated having visitors because i felt like i could not entertain them. haha!! so I got frustrated easily.. I could hardly walk by myself. I never ate anything. I weighed about 92lbs..My dad would take me to chemo every morning..I cant even express what an awesome dad i have. He is literally the most caring hardworking person i know. He would always remind me of the light at the end of the tunnel.. and make me laugh by joking that my dr drove the junker car in the parking lot. (: so he would always get me a water and a snack and fully charged phone for chemo. i would sleep.. the ENTIRE time.. and get mad if i didnt. so i would go home from chemo at the end of the day and my parents would get me anything i wanted to eat just to get me to eat something!! so my dad left nutterbutters on the nightstand just incase(: I would watch Hannah Montana and Good Luck Charlie ALL night. and Wizards of Waverly Place.. seriously when you are that sick cheesy movies and shows are the way to go.. so then i would wake up and do it all over again..I started getting an itch to go outside so my dad would try to get me to go on a walk to get some fresh air.. i could barely make down 3 or 4 houses!! I was so weak. So my dad loaned a wheelchair and would take me out every night to get some fresh air and just remind me its all happening for a reason..My dad has a heart of gold! So then complications came from chemo.. my home nurse would always say DRINK DRINK DRINK as she walked out the door. she wasnt joking.. I would get SO dehydrated i would get physically ill and end up in the ER then ICU get Hydrated. I started getting scared of leaving the hospital because i felt safe there and that i couldnt get too sick again. I slept so much not even cause i was tired I just had no energy to do ANYTHING. I was so jealous of "normal life" and never wanted to take a day for granted. I wanted to be able to walk around alone work work out eat and feel good! And i told myself i would never take a day for granted..SO i hope i NEVER forget<3</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">sorry if you are reading this like ?? but i mostly wanted it for myself.. just SOME key parts i remember.</span></div>Michelle/ Michelle's Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404711495990182618noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-46681630221338599162011-11-29T11:15:00.000-08:002011-11-29T11:15:10.342-08:00a little of this&that.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div>I can't believe how quickly time flies! Everything is finally starting to feel like a dream!! I never thought that day would come I still remember when I met Nicole (a cancer survivor who was diagnosed with my same cancer at the age of 12!!). She came and saw me right after my first surgery when i went to my Doctors office to learn about the Chemo and she was so healthy and happy and she kept reassuring me that one day this would be a distant memory.. at the time i thought she was out of her mind but she was totally right! Unfortunately i am constantly catching myself getting wrapped up in selfish dumb things like i used to and reminding myself that the silly little things we get stressy and upset over don't even matter 75% of the time..Other than that i am loving life!! I am now a full time employee at DryBar in the Scottsdale Quarter. Besides the fact my hands feel crampy and my feet want to fall off by the end of the day i absolutely L O V E it! Anyone who has never checked it out.. look it up at <a href="http://thedrybar.com/">thedrybar.com</a> and make an appt to come and visit me! It's the cutest place ever and a girls dream..<br />
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</div>Michelle/ Michelle's Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404711495990182618noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-29911252252512150252011-07-24T18:13:00.000-07:002011-07-24T18:13:13.407-07:00Just a thought..<div style="text-align: center;">My dad and me went to go visit some of my nurses at Scottsdale Shea it was definitely a good experience! They were so glad I came to see them and they could see me healthy walking and happy..It was a little difficult to go on the 3rd floor and even look into the rooms brought back some painful memories but it is also such a good reminder.. I take health for granted everyday! Just 6 months ago i could hardly walk without someone holding me up it's crazy how fast times goes by. I remember sitting in chemo and just wanting to be able to feel healthy and actually enjoy waking up in the morning..It puts life into prospective and what we truly need to be happy verses what we <b>THINK </b>we need to be happy.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Love</div><div style="text-align: center;">Michelle</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-79922566492190867832011-05-18T23:18:00.000-07:002011-05-18T23:18:24.088-07:00Prayer Works<div style="text-align: center;"> Friday will be my F I N A L surgery!! I can hardly believe it!! I am so nervous/excited. So please keep me in your prayers! This will be my last recovery then I will hopefully be getting back to daily activities.. never taking a day for granted. Honestly I have tried to focus on something positive everyday even if its something so simple be thankful and positive I promise it makes the world of a difference. Enjoy this life, it's the only one you have! (:</div><div style="text-align: center;">Tonight I was able to go visit a group for kids that have been praying for me since day 1 at a church in mesa. It was honestly the sweetest experience. They were sooo excited i came to visit! The little girls could hardly sit still in their seats. I am seriously so blessed to have so many people praying for me!! I wish i could meet them all!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXbpkhSTxyyPKJfkmxUEIBCUyURA79e0hSV81SlWeIOpVU2EYGDE5c0MRtSdrv-4hjpfdPfKQpF2YtpeKzcbon6G9NK9LbTUuYqf13MyvVL7SUiuU2UJEnB1Jx-KW7IEtqORnPepO0sPA/s1600/photo-5.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXbpkhSTxyyPKJfkmxUEIBCUyURA79e0hSV81SlWeIOpVU2EYGDE5c0MRtSdrv-4hjpfdPfKQpF2YtpeKzcbon6G9NK9LbTUuYqf13MyvVL7SUiuU2UJEnB1Jx-KW7IEtqORnPepO0sPA/s320/photo-5.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">With Love,</div><div style="text-align: center;">Michelle </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-53665964285284709002011-05-16T10:49:00.000-07:002011-05-16T10:52:15.347-07:00No More Wig!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">it's amazing to me how gorgeous she even looks without her wig!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">queen elizabeth who? she can even rock it without a wig!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-30034586238644171452011-05-15T15:55:00.001-07:002011-05-19T12:58:22.083-07:00joe's jeans bidding<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">kensley rowland was nice enough to donated these jeans for michelle!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">they are size 28 (6/8), from nordstrom, boyfriend fit, and super cute!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">the bidding will start at $30 and please go up in price by at least $2!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">leave a comment for a bid! bidding ends May 31st!<br />
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nicole</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-30162473378625647982011-05-05T12:46:00.000-07:002011-05-05T12:46:12.843-07:00So much to be thankful for<div style="text-align: center;">It is so completely amazing to me how many people are still constantly praying and checking up on me it is so comforting! I am SLOWLY coming to the end of this all its been a crazy journey. Even though I am bald, underweight and have a foot long scar down the middle of my stomach.. I still sounds so strange to say I have had cancer. As hard as this has been I would not change it for the world. I have learned so many things its unreal. Attitude is truly everything i am not a firm believer in that! You can't change the things that come your way so change the way you feel about them.. I am so so so so thankful for my family!! wow i would literally be lost without them.. my sister taking me to chemo and bloodwork everyday, my parents staying in the hospital with me EVERY night because it was more comfortable with one of them around.. I am truly blessed. This hit me when I was at my doctor appt on Tuesday and one of my chemo nurses mentioned what an amazing family we are.. and it's the truth my parents did whatever they could to make the situation comfortable for me. My dad would go to the moon and back for me! My nurses were also a HUGE part of the journey that i am glad i experienced.. when i was just at Thompson Peak over Easter they all would come in my room just to say hi and see how I was doing. Even the girl in the cafeteria recognized me and told me i looked great. Its so amazing how it truly is the little things that make the difference.. and where would i be without my friends especially nic jess and julie for starting my blog to keep everyone updated! I still remember the night jess showed me my blog & my christmas support box. I have never cried over a gift so much in my life.. it was the most thoughtful gift in the world just what i needed! I still re read all the letters and cards on the days i start to doubt myself! i CAN do this!! (: Lastlyy BUT definitely NOT least. I am soo thankful for my faith in Christ. I can't imagine going through this without him.. I was just telling my dad the other night it would have been a lonely fight without him. He gave me hope and knowing that God will never put you through something you can't handle!! I can testify of that now. Prayer works wonders it's so true and the Bible really does apply to everyday life. I love reading it now it makes life so much more simple!</div><div style="text-align: center;">This post is probably all over the place!! This is my very first post! so sorry if it was just a bunch of mush but i hope everyone understands how much it means to me that you care and what a difference it has made..I really hope i can make someone feel as special as i have felt. Truly Blessed!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I hope everyone has a WONDERFUL day!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">xoxo</div><div style="text-align: center;">Michelle</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-38553808867705501602011-04-28T08:30:00.000-07:002011-04-28T08:46:16.188-07:00shine interview<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">yesterday michelle did an interview about the <a href="http://ashlemieux.blogspot.com/p/shine-project.html">shine project</a>. and i had the chance to tag along! </div><div style="text-align: center;">they did such an amazing job and i cannot believe all the amazing things shine is doing!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/LsPH_HjDDvOiMAj3-Y4fGMrFB816VcTCe9z7ii1DpwU?feat=embedwebsite"><img src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/_08EPXuwySXY/TbmHixNzfLI/AAAAAAAAAac/JBHUnFsp5Ek/s800/225875_2031178579700_1251201004_32429947_635177_n.jpg" width="420" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">can you believe this girl just had cancer?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">you can read more about the experience <a href="http://ashlemieux.blogspot.com/2011/04/sneak-peek-and-free-printable.html">here</a> and <a href="http://stealthebubbles.blogspot.com/2011/04/shine-interview.html">here</a>.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">love,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">nicole</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-67964784387423804452011-04-08T10:15:00.000-07:002011-04-08T10:22:06.233-07:00Words From Michelle<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I e-mailed Michelle yesterday to give me an update on how she is feeling and this is what she sent back:<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:13px;">well recovery is definitely the most trying part so far.. maybe because this is the most "with it" i have been since i was told i had cancer.. I try to stay positive everyday but I basically feel like i can never get enough sleep and i eat like a bird its frustrating! i love food but im just either never hungry or nauseated. The Dr. said these are all common signs of withdrawls from pain medicine! So luckily its nothing too bad but he isnt too concerned with getting me off pain medication completely yet because i still have one more surgery left in about a month. OK that was all so negative! The cancer is still in REMISSION!! (: and i am completely D O N E with chemo and these terrible neupogen shots that hurt soooo bad i know sounds pathetic but they were the worst i always hoped my mom would forget to give them to me.. she didnt! </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:13px;">Everyday i feel a little more like myself.. still no hair.. but the dr said about 6 weeks it will be coming back. until them i rock my wig! seriously after seeing how many people supported,wrote me,prayed, and everything else that was given to me.. i am already so excited to give back! i look up different organizations for ovarian cancer daily.. My dad has been a huge "coach" i like to say to me.. he has helped me turn this into a positive experience and that i can do things to help people going through similar situations i hope one day i can make someone feel as special as i have felt through this whole trial.. its truly been a blessing in disguise!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:-webkit-xxx-large;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:-webkit-xxx-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(118, 121, 123); line-height: 21px; font-family:'Coming Soon';font-size:15px;">the fact that she is in remission is amazing but still keep her in your thoughts and prayers.<br /><br />love, nicole</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:-webkit-xxx-large;"><br /></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-43926517971917773522011-03-27T15:17:00.000-07:002011-03-27T15:35:33.723-07:00Angels Among Us...<div style="text-align: center;">Ok, so if you have ever heard this old song from Alabama called "Angels Among Us", you are either feeling the warm fuzzys or rolling your eyes in disgust. Yes, it is super cheesy, I will admit that. My mom used to play it in the car and get all teary eyed after the first verse. After a few life changing experiences I now understand why it touched her so much. It's one of those story-telling songs about a little boy getting lost in the woods and a stranger lead him home. As he grows up he realizes the everyday people that were angels in his life during his hardest times. Its so incredible to see how true that is!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">"They wear so many faces, show up in the strangest places</div><div style="text-align: center;">And grace us with their mercy in our time of need"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">On Valentines Day this year Michelle was blessed again with the most perfect gift.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">A beautiful real human hair wig that is SO her! A wonderful family in California, The Gomez's, sent her this wig to brighten her day and make her feel beautiful. It was so amazing that the wig is exactly what Michelle would have picked if she had chosen it herself! She called me the day that she got it so excited and feeling so blessed. That feeling is all that any one of us could want for Michelle.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Tracylyn and Nathan Gomez, thank you so much for what you did for Michelle. She feels so blessed and so loved during her time of need. I wanted to give you a very personal thank you from her friends and family because it is the most special feeling seeing our Michelle fight her cancer while still feeling so beautiful and loved. What a miracle you are! Thank you so much for spreading your brightness all the way to Arizona.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I believe there are angels among us.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-8072102562263185412011-03-23T08:29:00.001-07:002011-03-23T08:29:33.827-07:00The Shine Project: Part II<div><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center; ">Remember super sassy Ashley from The Shine Project? Michelle let me know she was in the newspaper a couple days ago! You can go check it out <a href="http://www.ahwatukee.com/community_focus/article_9d99d8d2-51df-11e0-a862-001cc4c002e0.html">here</a>. To read more about what she does and how it all got started! Such an amazing story.</div><div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; ">love,</div><div style="text-align: center; ">Nicole</div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-14080210594168382382011-03-03T19:56:00.000-08:002011-03-03T19:56:52.666-08:00Girls Girls! And sure even the boys<div style="text-align: center;">A former coworker of Michelle's, Stephanie Armenta, contacted me with a fabulous idea!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">The Girls at The Edge salon in Gilbert, Arizona</div><div style="text-align: center;">are donating 40% from all haircuts every Tuesday</div><div style="text-align: center;">through April 15th towards Michelle</div><div style="text-align: center;">to show her their support and love for her and what she is going through.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Soooo...if you were thinking of getting a new spring cut or just a touch up, </div><div style="text-align: center;">now is the time!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Thanks girls at The Edge Salon!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Salon number: 480-471-8544</div><div style="text-align: center;">Salon location: 1040 South Gilbert Road</div><div style="text-align: center;">Gilbert, Arizona 85296</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"><br />
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</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">love, jess </span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-66891182099429667702011-02-28T11:09:00.000-08:002011-02-28T11:15:36.271-08:00Purse for the Cure<div style="text-align: center; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; ">The amazing Lindsay from <a href="http://scenicglory.blogspot.com/">Scenic Glory</a> is having a <a href="http://scenicglory.blogspot.com/2011/02/purse-for-cure-coach-purse-raffle-5.html">raffle</a> of REAL Coach purses.</div><div><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Y1053Vp9oSU/TWv0LDmeP_I/AAAAAAAAAM0/l1crKnYJIck/s1600/Screen%2Bshot%2B2011-02-28%2Bat%2B12.14.25%2BPM.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 248px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Y1053Vp9oSU/TWv0LDmeP_I/AAAAAAAAAM0/l1crKnYJIck/s400/Screen%2Bshot%2B2011-02-28%2Bat%2B12.14.25%2BPM.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5578821034210902002" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Eat ticket is purchased at $5.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">All raffle tickets are donated to Michelle.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Get more details <a href="http://scenicglory.blogspot.com/2011/02/purse-for-cure-coach-purse-raffle-5.html">here</a>.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Hurry quick! The raffle ends Monday!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Love, Nicole</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-90094140912813803592011-02-23T09:24:00.000-08:002011-02-23T09:28:26.923-08:00Good News/Bad News<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Michelle is back in the hospital :( the chemo made her dehydrates and she had a seizure.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">BUT</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">SHE IS IN REMISSION</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">if you ask me the good FAR out weighs the bad! remember to keep Michelle in your prayers!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">love, nicole</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-86592546672222783182011-02-17T19:02:00.000-08:002011-02-26T09:08:43.085-08:00I'm Gonna Let it Shine<div style="text-align: center;">Well hello fabulous readers!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm <a href="http://ashlemieux.blogspot.com/">Ashley</a> from <a href="http://ashlemieux.blogspot.com/p/shine-project.html">The Shine Project</a>.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Just so we're a little more aquainted...here I am...</div> <div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s1081.photobucket.com/albums/j359/ashlemieux/?action=view&current=2009-04-04002.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i1081.photobucket.com/albums/j359/ashlemieux/2009-04-04002.jpg" width="500" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I wanted to share a little seceret with out about how I get my daily inspiration.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Not just inspiration about fashion,</div><div style="text-align: center;">but in life, and with helping the people around me.</div><div style="text-align: center;">At the beginning of the year, I chose a word that I wanted to motivate me.</div><div style="text-align: center;">The word was SHINE.</div><div style="text-align: center;">To me, the word SHINE emulates brightness, happiness,</div><div style="text-align: center;">and it means excelling in something.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I decided that now is the time to achieve my goals (I want to be an author).</div><div style="text-align: center;">Not only do we shine when we put down our excuses and go after hard things,</div><div style="text-align: center;">but also when we help others!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I started The Shine Project by making a necklace for a widow whom I never met,</div><div style="text-align: center;">and watched her light up as I gave it to her.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s1081.photobucket.com/albums/j359/ashlemieux/?action=view&current=Desktop8.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i1081.photobucket.com/albums/j359/ashlemieux/Desktop8.jpg" width="500" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I now sell these necklaces to remind us all to shine each day.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Every week, I post a challenge for us to accomplish that will let us see</div><div style="text-align: center;">just how much good we can accomplish in the world.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Here's your challenge:</div><div style="text-align: center;">Bid on this wonderful SHINE necklace, for 100% of the proceeds to go to Michelle's Chemo Treatments.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Bids begin at $10. Just leave a comment for the amount you are willing to donate! The bid closes next Friday at midnight!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Now that's something worth bidding on.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Go Ahead,</div><div style="text-align: center;">Let the World See you SHINE.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I look forward to hearing from you on <a href="http://ashlemieux.blogspot.com/">my blog</a>!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">xoxoxoxox,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://ashlemieux.blogspot.com/">Ashley</a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">________________________________________________________</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">auction is closed. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Coming Soon'; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(118, 121, 123); font-weight: bold; line-height: 19px; "><a href="http://www.blogger.com/profile/00468344554458337641" rel="nofollow" style="text-decoration: underline; color: rgb(233, 103, 129); ">Jim and Kensley</a> won at $75.00.</span> thanks for all those who auctioned we appreciate everyones love!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-58022899112241543472011-02-16T21:09:00.000-08:002011-02-16T21:14:41.011-08:00Jars of Love<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Check out <a href="http://jarsoflove.wordpress.com/">Jars of Love</a>. Jacin is raising money for Michelle by selling jam.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-KutdgC4TyDo/TVyuNL5ZsxI/AAAAAAAAAMU/UogJUitDnt8/s1600/Screen%2Bshot%2B2011-02-16%2Bat%2B10.11.43%2BPM.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 142px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-KutdgC4TyDo/TVyuNL5ZsxI/AAAAAAAAAMU/UogJUitDnt8/s400/Screen%2Bshot%2B2011-02-16%2Bat%2B10.11.43%2BPM.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574521980332913426" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">We are so thankful for Jacin and reaching out in Michelle's time of need.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">love, nicole</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-90387243122177080492011-02-14T12:01:00.000-08:002011-02-15T08:16:27.829-08:00Valentine's Day Love<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">michelle will always have a special valentines. nic, jess, jules, and THE BEATLES!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/nfWVKQoRXhk?rel=0" frameborder="0"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">super jealous. happy valentines day! we love you!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">love, </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">nic, jessica, and julianna</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-85867727473223501842011-02-12T08:27:00.001-08:002011-02-16T21:30:58.281-08:00me too!<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">today i was looking at the blog and i thought to myself, "what the crap where is the picture of me and michelle from the shower?" then i was like oh yeah... i took it not julianna. haha here it is.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://i915.photobucket.com/albums/ac359/stealthebubbles/IMG_0377.jpg" height="400" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i still cant get over the fact how cute she is!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">love, nicole</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-35317039043163953522011-01-31T12:31:00.000-08:002011-01-31T12:32:06.830-08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_NxFmJrVgNTQ/TUcbM-RYYhI/AAAAAAAAA1E/bPtuKllhyCU/s1600/Picnik+collage.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="108" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_NxFmJrVgNTQ/TUcbM-RYYhI/AAAAAAAAA1E/bPtuKllhyCU/s320/Picnik+collage.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">the chemo party was a success</div><div style="text-align: center;">michelle was showered with sweet friends and gifts<br />
thank you to who was able to come</div><div style="text-align: center;">we were just so glad she came and stuck it out for the hour</div><div style="text-align: center;">sweet girl, we love you michelle</div><div style="text-align: center;">and thank you andrea and maggie for bringing her and coming!</div><div style="text-align: center;">michelle for the next [2] weeks will be doing just ONE day of CHEMO!</div><div style="text-align: center;">hallelujah</div><div style="text-align: center;">until then we hope her immune system picks up just a little bit for her</div><div style="text-align: center;">she is just so tired all the time especially because she just finished the long brutal week of chemo of it being 5 days out of the week and almost 6 hours long sessions, yeah. she is amazing.. tell me about it!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">if you would like to give anything to michelle and just wasn't able to make it to the party let us know! thank you for all of your kind words, it means a lot to michelle.</div><div style="text-align: center;">and don't forget you can STILL write her little letters/emails, it means the world to her hearing positive feedback from people, spread the word.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">love you Michelle!</div><div style="text-align: center;">xox</div><div style="text-align: center;">jules.</div>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-18849674625855084692011-01-28T13:40:00.000-08:002011-01-28T13:40:33.134-08:00just putting this cute picture up so you all can see how cute michelle is with her beanie. her hair is falling out.. the chemotherapy is kicking in. it makes her very tired but the doctors/nurses have given her anti nauseating medicine, so that helps her. she isn't eating much. she hates water. loves sprite and propel. oh and you can't forget the chicken nuggets and outbacks little steak and potatoes :) we love our michelle! we are having the chemo party for her tomorrow and will put up pictures of that! and nicole and jess put down some ideas for what to get her! hope to see you all there!<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_NxFmJrVgNTQ/TUM3tN8irxI/AAAAAAAAA0M/JtNpKfIQZ4k/s1600/164778_10150094181728566_662138565_6207146_492483_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="255" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_NxFmJrVgNTQ/TUM3tN8irxI/AAAAAAAAA0M/JtNpKfIQZ4k/s320/164778_10150094181728566_662138565_6207146_492483_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;">nicole, jessica, michelle, jules</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">xox</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">jules.</div>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-38652384698830980102011-01-27T20:03:00.000-08:002011-01-27T20:03:04.148-08:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">happy birthday to the princess..</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>MICHELLE!</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">we love you.</div><div style="text-align: center;">best picture ever. taken tonight.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_NxFmJrVgNTQ/TUI_5MlFjMI/AAAAAAAAA0I/8tmXm0oKn5g/s1600/165555_10150093810913566_662138565_6202675_350801_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_NxFmJrVgNTQ/TUI_5MlFjMI/AAAAAAAAA0I/8tmXm0oKn5g/s320/165555_10150093810913566_662138565_6202675_350801_n.jpg" width="269" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">we are so happy jessica came to town</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">love you.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">xox.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">jules</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-30027033162184772322011-01-26T16:02:00.000-08:002011-01-26T16:02:00.261-08:00Gift Ideas<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">so a lot of people have been asking what to give Michelle. here is the list Jessica came up with</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">her fav color is anything bright, tye dye,</div><div style="text-align: center;">she loves glitter</div><div style="text-align: center;">anything flashy</div><div style="text-align: center;">hannah montanna</div><div style="text-align: center;">lip gloss</div><div style="text-align: center;">beachy things, nail polish, chessy little girl toys,</div><div style="text-align: center;">barbies, pjs for victorias secret are her fav (espiecally in bright colors)</div><div style="text-align: center;">she loves new clothes for her tiny maltipoo dog</div><div style="text-align: center;">like really if people bought things with a 7 year old girl in mind</div><div style="text-align: center;">and thought BRIGHT SPRARKLY GIRLY FABULOUS that would be so her</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">love, nicole</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-26252365625180186382011-01-24T18:08:00.001-08:002011-01-25T07:56:08.578-08:00Comfy Chemo Shower<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">While Michelle is going through chemo she will need lots of things to make her time easier. We are having a "Comfy Chemo Shower" to shower her with comfy gifts. Some things she needs are pajama's, slippers, head scarfs, hats, and anything else she would find comfy! This is a great time to come visit with Michelle and show her your love.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">For those who don't know Michelle's birthday is on January 27th. This is not her birthday party but we will sing to her and have some cake!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">We do not want Michelle any more tired then she needs to be. The shower is only two hours, please do not be late!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">If for any reason Michelle cannot make it we will still accept the comfy shower gifts at this time and take them to her at a later time. We will post on the event that the shower is cancelled as soon as we find out it is.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">This is a friend invite friend event. If you know someone who would want to come visit Michelle invite them! But please avoid inviting people like your brother's uncle's roomate's girlfriend. We know they love Michelle but feel they could show their love just as much through a letter :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">We will have snacks provided and anyone who would like to volunteer to bring something to eat that would be great! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Just e-mail me at imaynotbequeenelizabeth@gmail.com if you want an invite!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">love, nicole</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-86414833363937225422011-01-20T20:08:00.000-08:002011-01-20T20:42:02.459-08:00Short visit to home<div style="text-align: center;">After Michelle left the hospital Tuesday she was still running a high fever.</div><div style="text-align: center;">She went back to the hospital for her chemo infusion and the doctor decided to readmit her </div><div style="text-align: center;">to Thompson Peak instead of letting her go back home.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Her kidney function is a little off but is improving today.</div><div style="text-align: center;">She has also developed Valley Fever, but it wont affect her chemo.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Michelle is trying to cut back on the pain meds so she is feeling more like herself.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Cross your fingers she will be able to go home tomorrow.<br />
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p.s the chemo is finally taking its toll on her hair.<br />
no matter how much you prepare yourself for that,<br />
that would be emotional for any girl.<br />
make sure you send your love to our pretty girl</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjD5D2zGcjxW-aK7r_7Zw-9APsgC1tBCi7OUvfS8VapC0-U52byAdzs4m9Cr63wWt40gd5WCx6RUPvKqDCr3lrUGS9a2M5BV4h6uXym-24KS11u_LS837GNYoYgsCNcdkreNPbo2-qxiJI/s1600/Picture+002.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="263" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjD5D2zGcjxW-aK7r_7Zw-9APsgC1tBCi7OUvfS8VapC0-U52byAdzs4m9Cr63wWt40gd5WCx6RUPvKqDCr3lrUGS9a2M5BV4h6uXym-24KS11u_LS837GNYoYgsCNcdkreNPbo2-qxiJI/s320/Picture+002.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">i miss her constantly</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">love, </div><div style="text-align: center;">jess</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2380851364625112927.post-81260417153210725042011-01-15T10:39:00.000-08:002011-01-15T10:40:31.326-08:00Victoria Beckham & daddy long legs spiders<div>this post is courtesy of Andrea Long...<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, helvetica, clean, sans-serif; line-height: 15px;">Michelle has been moved back to <span class="yshortcuts" id="lw_1295115132_0" style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; border-bottom-color: initial; border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: initial; cursor: pointer; line-height: 1.2em; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial;">Scottsdale Healthcare Thompson Peak</span> so that her doc can monitor her care more easily. She is doing much better since the surgery last Saturday. <span class="yshortcuts" id="lw_1295115132_1" style="border-bottom-color: rgb(54, 99, 136); border-bottom-style: dotted; border-bottom-width: 2px; cursor: pointer; line-height: 1.2em; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial;">Almost all</span> the swelling has gone down from her legs and most of the back pain has subsided.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, helvetica, clean, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, helvetica, clean, sans-serif; line-height: 15px;"> Of course, not all is smooth.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, helvetica, clean, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, helvetica, clean, sans-serif; line-height: 15px;"> A couple of days ago the <span class="yshortcuts" id="lw_1295115132_2" style="line-height: 1.2em; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial;">oxygen saturation</span>of her blood fell to below 90% and seemed to stay that way unless she had oxygen on. Yesterday they did a contrast CT scan and found that she had 3 <span class="yshortcuts" id="lw_1295115132_3" style="border-bottom-color: rgb(54, 99, 136); border-bottom-style: dotted; border-bottom-width: 2px; cursor: pointer; line-height: 1.2em; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial;">blood clots</span> in her lungs. Since she has had trouble with bleeding and her platelet count is down, giving her blood thinners to dissolve the clot was not an option. So, they decided to put a filter in one of her veins. It looks almost like a little daddy long legs spider. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, helvetica, clean, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivQCtVerBLNc1cgqUuZ4wDkW6RDnuEPOS35-WG8NLey_a0pWiYuo6-lPsTE4PWt9Fk4t4F1LsFxWA79DaimorLqj_xXB0smMyPLIwHz3WHq8nVWpjqmQdMXIzXHnu3gyQXRKHU4AOVrSE/s1600/daddy_long_legs_lrg.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="184" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivQCtVerBLNc1cgqUuZ4wDkW6RDnuEPOS35-WG8NLey_a0pWiYuo6-lPsTE4PWt9Fk4t4F1LsFxWA79DaimorLqj_xXB0smMyPLIwHz3WHq8nVWpjqmQdMXIzXHnu3gyQXRKHU4AOVrSE/s320/daddy_long_legs_lrg.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, helvetica, clean, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, helvetica, clean, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 15px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, helvetica, clean, sans-serif; line-height: 15px;">It is designed to catch any parts of the clots that might dislodge and keep them from getting to her brain or heart where they could cause lots of damage. Eventually the clots will disssolve, but the filter will protect her until they do. It is permanent and will not be removed. It was a pretty simple procedure, but for Michelle, it just felt like one more obstacle to her getting well. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, helvetica, clean, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 15px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> <br style="line-height: 1.2em; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial;" />Her blood counts are down, so she will stay in the hospital until her white, red, and </span><span class="yshortcuts" id="lw_1295115132_4" style="border-bottom-color: rgb(54, 99, 136); border-bottom-style: dotted; border-bottom-width: 2px; cursor: pointer; line-height: 1.2em; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">platelet counts</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> are up to a safe level. Not sure when that will be. She is back eating an unrestricted diet, although she still does not have much of an appetite and only eats a few bites from each meal. She is up and walking around a few times a day, but because her red count is low, she tires very quickly. The doctor would like her to try and get the count raised on her own, but if that doesn't happen, she will get another transfusion. <br style="line-height: 1.2em; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial;" /> <br style="line-height: 1.2em; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial;" />Today is day 16 of this hospital stay. Hopefully she will be able to go home soon. She gets discouraged pretty easily. Thank you again to all you girls for your thoughtfulness and encouragement. As soon as Michelle is able we are going to hit up the wig stores. I'm not sure when her hair will start falling out - probably within the next week or so. I know I'm not looking forward to that - just another thing for her to have to deal with. <br style="line-height: 1.2em; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial;" /> <br style="line-height: 1.2em; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: initial;" />I attached some pictures from her haircut. She was really groggy that day, but Kristina did such a nice job on it. It is really cute when it's all styled. </span> </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwq-PT10TdDOm6jwNn_BiFWK0XdABsx7ds8XSksNAf1OzLUDHCwc8GftRY4_kt_o4m0jkxdOp4OePqS9hFOhuyQJUxbyJK1ms_z6P5vLw4VYS1fNfsiTHcaUv8lE52CT5B-TzNhc3ueFs/s1600/064%255B1%255D-6.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwq-PT10TdDOm6jwNn_BiFWK0XdABsx7ds8XSksNAf1OzLUDHCwc8GftRY4_kt_o4m0jkxdOp4OePqS9hFOhuyQJUxbyJK1ms_z6P5vLw4VYS1fNfsiTHcaUv8lE52CT5B-TzNhc3ueFs/s320/064%255B1%255D-6.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCIYZVMUTo47yD6AJrqJfJZq1nqannWTpP1M0uu-kHxJ3lWdeeIsMxmQ058X1IrpeafdcmAgPHHqZQEykyfIFNa4T05fCPNydDFRKN7aR0zL_0sG_RHn_VYVNJvlYYhRU9eI2ovOiZJzU/s1600/066%255B1%255D-1.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCIYZVMUTo47yD6AJrqJfJZq1nqannWTpP1M0uu-kHxJ3lWdeeIsMxmQ058X1IrpeafdcmAgPHHqZQEykyfIFNa4T05fCPNydDFRKN7aR0zL_0sG_RHn_VYVNJvlYYhRU9eI2ovOiZJzU/s320/066%255B1%255D-1.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">looks almost like Victoria Beckham right?!</div><br />
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</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">Love, Andrea (Michelle's mom)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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